I have no idea why it bothers me so much that you did what you did. I just can’t accept it & I don’t want too. Maybe it is because so many of the people in my family do what you do and i have seen how much it has fucked them up. How much it has fucked up my family.. And maybe it is because i care about you. But fuck it, forget you. Drown in your own self-pity. You don’t care about anyone but yourself.
I fucking already made plans, bow you’re telling me I have to go to work? An hour before I have to go? I mean you told me yesterday i did not. Which is why i made plans. I want to fucking hit you. Idc if it is money i dont want to go i want to sleep. I dont want to fucking see anyone. I want to sleep. I am sick. I have a project due. I fucking hate you i fucking hate everyone. Hang urself kill urself. Fuck you